i want to cry from happiness and sadness how fantastic it actually feels when the person you've loved for a year wraps their arm around you, intertwines your fingers with theirs, kisses you with lips you never expected to be so soft. knowing he had to leave me soon, we sat on the couch, his arm around me and my head on his shoulder. when he stood up, he hugged me, tight, kissed me three times and danced with me in the living room. i've never been so ecstatic and so miserable at the same time. once the door was shut behind him i faceplanted into my bed. how wonderful to finally feel so validated and how terrible to know by the end of the week he'll be sixteen hours away again.
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