yeah yeah tia is sad again go figure every time i eat my stomach hurts. for the past two days. i think it is in my head. now i'm left with these questions of do you actually love me or was i just there for once instead of halfway across the country and is there anything real here on your side of it and i'll never get the answers because i'll never ask them. i am dejected and i have always, always done this to myself. my head hurts and more than ever i just want you here. i got a taste and now i want it all. again it's the sense of no hope here no hope ever and i was rightly only worth a day but it was sweet. the sweetest thing. i haven't had such sweet things happen to me in such a long time. when does it stop hurting?
11.06.13