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he looks at you
09.13.18

i was reading my book and in it a character says, “he looks at you...to see if you’re having a good time.”

and it reminded me of being sixteen, when little red-headed morgan told me, “he definitely likes you. he always looks at you when you’re not looking. he’s checking on you. he cares about you.”

that was about blake.

sometimes it’s weird to think how in high school i hung out so much with blake and alex. but we did. milkshakes every week, hanging out in alex’s lime green basement, playing geometry wars or watching movies while i silently hoped blake would move just slightly enough to touch me.

i miss liking someone.

i miss the anticipation.