listening to 90s summer hits i am in this interesting headspace where i don’t hate myself. where i am enjoying my body (in myriad ways). where i finally feel like i can make out with whomever i want and feel nothing negative about myself because of it. where i can actively tell someone what i actually want and not feel embarrassed. —— one thing i am trying to work on is being less aloof. you can say things you genuinely feel without needing to laugh or make a joke or, instead, say things just to see a reaction. it’s really not that bad to be vulnerable (hahahahahaha no i can’t even with myself right now - this will take longer than i thought).
07.14.18