he should feel loved. blake's graduation was today. i smiled as i noticed he was wearing his converse shoes... haha. i came up to him afterwards & all i could do was clap, say yay, nice shoes & i love you, congratulations as he hugged me. he means more to me than i want him to. i am making his card, the final addition to his birthday present. two pair of socks (decorated by yours truly), clark the rock, a cd of songs that make me think of him, & a letter. the letter is the most important part. i have never put such thought into a present.
05.28.06
i thought maybe this would be closure - but i don't want closure, this doesn't need to be closed.