circumstance got us good camron got mad last night. & we started talking online (i was atsofis = christmas party). we talked til five in the morning. basiaclly, he broke up with me over the internet. however its not "official" until he does it in person, or whatever, which is why hes going to see me tomorrow, whatever. i feel drained. i want to cry, but i'd feel stupid to cry over him. i wish blake wasn't so busy with daniel and josh at his freakin house. because right now i just really need someone to be here, &, i dont know, watch christmas movies or something. fuck. my non existent self-confidence tipped it over the edge.
12.22.06