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my eye is twitching again

everything feels heavier today. i told you i’ll probably stay here, not go back, at least for this year. you read the message and didn’t respond (not that that is weird in and of itself, really, at the moment).

but my brain created a fantastic, entirely untrue story to deal with it in the meantime. a ridiculous tale featuring a message from you about how the reason why it’s not going so well with your girlfriend, with why you think you’re too fucked up for a relationship, has to do with me.

but it doesn’t.

and you’ll either respond or you won’t.

but if you do, it’ll be cordial, something like “yeah, i wouldn’t be able to turn down 15k either.”

and we’ll go about our lives and (for me, at least) actually move on.