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i wanna love somebody but i don't know how

i ache for the closeness. the intimacy of knowing someone.

so when i have the opportunity to talk for hours on end to him, i take it. i like learning about someone again. slowly peeling back the layers. being told stories that reveal his heartbreaks, his loves, his interests, his struggles.

you are my substitute for now. with you, i don't ache for a new person. i don't swipe mindlessly (in fact, they're all turned off, the apps). i have someone else to learn about.

and it feels better this way.