double edged sword i feel gross and terrible, but mostly ready for my oral exam. i think i'm going to get this job in a place i don't want to be. i'll be alone. but maybe it'll be good. me and my dog, against the world, i guess. with my boyfriend still over 1,000 miles away. last night, he told me about this plan if i can't move out there for him to move into a two-bedroom with a friend. i didn't realize he had been considering what would happen if i didn't get there. don't get me wrong--it's smart that he has. i just didn't realize. just back and forth, i guess.
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