(re)assessing i had this idea not too far back about the way i want to live my life. i spent the entire day thinking about it, writing about it, figuring out how to do it. but i guess it didn't last long. a couple of bumps in the road and i'm off it. it's hard to stay consistent, to make these permanent changes. maybe i'm tired. i've been thinking a lot about what i want out of my life for a couple of days. the kind of job (or salary) i'd like, how to pay off student loans, the kind of house/apartment i'd like to have, how to decorate, kids, etc... i'll be twenty-five in january. i wonder if i seem like i'm too hard on matt sometimes. i wonder if he feels that way. but for some reason, he's still here, adorable 95% of the time like some crazy person. i reassess my life pretty often and i guess i just feel like today is another day for doing that.
06.22.14