sulkity sulk sulk it is one of those mornings where i wake up at 7:30a but i roll around in bed until 9a and all i can think about is how nice it would be to roll around with someone beside me. --- i don't feel bad about myself, but i think it's telling that all it took was some alcohol and holding my hand. i wanted to feel as though i'd won something. desire, maybe. but it didn't help. i'm just tired of being alone and i would like to have someone who actually likes me and who i actually like who will keep me warm at night in this cold house.
10.21.13