can't sleep i expect people to ask me if i'm upset about something because it seems like telling them outright is unloading a burden on them that they didn't ask for or want. this is a big source of dissatisfaction for me because people can't read my mind and know when i'm upset though i desperately want them to. this is also why i shy away from telling someone when something they said bothers me. after all, my arguments are typically reduced to the idea that my opinion is stupid and irrelevant.
07.01.13