"the novelty wears off, i promise" you are the easiest person to talk to and i am the "goodest" person you know, selfless even i drank a whole bottle of blueberry wine and you told me you lost your virginity at nineteen (a late bloomer) and i told you i only lost mine because he would've broken up with me if i didn't. you say you've known you're going to be alone since you were in the sixth grade and i tell you by now i am too ruined and will be alone forever. it is still so hard to separate the idea that i love you from everything.
06.27.13