this is going nowhere. i slept with this boy's arms around me last night after he told me he wanted me (he kept repeating that: "i want you. i want you as a person.") he also told me he loved me, but he was very, very drunk. i guess he was kind and told me i was pretty but he was very loud and he's not so bright. i wanted someone to want me and i got that but it's never really enough. i'm never satisfied.
04.22.12