hold me this boy i went to school with, but who i don't know very well, his mom died a few days ago. she's had cancer for a few years. it just hit me and i didn't expect it, i guess. i feel like sending him a message that tells him i'm sorry, but by now i barely know the boy. i don't know. i update these things too much. i don't know why i feel like i have so much bubbling inside me. i really don't. none of it is really important. but i guess when you don't have the tendency to tell people how you feel, it has to go somewhere.
10.31.11