- in my attempt to rent hocus pocus so the house can watch it tonight, i traveled to all four redboxes in this town, one of them being at kroger. i forgot eric worked at kroger, until i got to the redbox an saw him for a split second. he was smiling and laughing with a coworker. then i hid. i don't know what he'd do if he saw me. he deleted me out of his life, you know, so i'm not sure how that would go down. odd that that happened today, though. it nearly gave me a panic attack. i got so anxious... is that normal? i don't know. it's embarrassing.
10.30.11