return upon realizing i am returning in the fall, my thoughts immediately fell to you. and that's not where i want my thoughts to fall. i want them to focus on the trips i'm going to take, the friends who will try to visit me, my parents' first europe trip, on the new friends i will make. i don't need to think about you. sometimes when i talk about this out loud, i realize how silly (read: stupid) i've been. but the only thing we can do is move forward. and maybe i'll still rent out your parents' apartment, at least.
06.24.20