thankfulness i think sometimes it is incredibly nice to realize that you have someone who, when you've fucked up, just takes an apology. doesn't push it (like i do). doesn't drag it out (like i do). i just apologize, and it's okay. it's okay. it's one of the nicest things. and he has been making a box of things to send to me. i wish i hadn't found out the way i did, but he's making it. and it's so nice. so, so nice.
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