stuff. i want ice cream. i don't like being single. i am such a good girlfriend that it's ridiculous. matt told bryant that he'd better text me if he wanted us to stay friends. that he had better put forth the effort. i was a little embarrassed that i found out at first, but i'm glad he did that. it's just that, if he all of a sudden stops being my friend, it makes me feel as though i wasn't worth it. that i was just some stupid fling. which i may have been... but i don't want to feel that way, you know? tyler broke up with kayley. she's my focus for the next few weeks. i am so much better at focusing on other people than focusing on myself.
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